My life

My life

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Be faithful in small things because it is in them that your strengh lies. ~ Mother Teresa And Always Remember

May God be with you and bless you, May you see your children’s children. May you be poor in misfortune, rich in blessing, May you know nothing but happiness from this day forward. May the road rise to meet you, May the wind be always at your back. May the warm rays of sun fall upon your home, And may the hand of a friend always be near. May green be the grass you walk on, May blue be the skies above you, May pure be the joys that surround you, May true be the hearts that love you…

Invest in the human family. Invest in people. Build a little community of those you love and who love you. – Mitch Albom

 

 

Air Force day!

Usually, our Saturday will be out for breakfast and off to the market to buy vegetables and misc however today was the TUDM (Air Force) day here in Labuan. So, brought the kids to get to know the Air Force as well as other military and defence in Malaysia. With so many happening here in Malaysia, I guess it good to know. I have lump all the pictures in one frame – the app that I’m currently addicted – ff frame. It’s easy and fast.

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Do you trust me?

Ready.. Set…. Go……. erm God, where am I going? 

I was so fueled up, so ready to “live my dream”, put on my favorite shoes and open the door. The question popped in my head. Where am I going? What am I going to do? How I am going to do it? 

So, yes, I am still at the entrance. Hands on both side of the door. So afraid to even make the first step.

At that moment, a lot of “what if” came to my mind.

God, what if I cannot do it? What if I go back to the way I where before? 

I used to believe my life (*in the future) will be like fairytale. Sweep my feet off the ground by a prince, being propose, married, children, live happily ever after……yes, all that craps. I used to believe with all my heart. So, when it didn’t turned out that way. I started to numb myself. I didn’t even realise what I have been through. All the hurts. All the mental torture I have gone through. Although, I was never been abused I found that mentally torture is equally the same. I was taught to believe that I am not good enough, that I am not beautiful, that I am very fat, that I don’t care about people, that I don’t love enough, that everything is my fault, that I am selfish, and the list goes on and on. At some point, I started to believe them.

Psalm 37:5

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Everything happen is for a reason. From this experience, I found the love of my life – Jesus Christ.

C.S. Lewis, Mere Christianity - so true!This is so true!  Many are looking for happiness, but until the heart surrenders and the eyes are fixed on God, only then will they begin to experience the trueness of happiness.  Jesus is truly ALL I need!!

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There is no such happiness, apart from Him. I thank God for the experience which led me to You!

1 Peter 5:10

Grace of God…

By loving God, I learn to love myself again.

 

But God, (*yes, the ultimate BUT…….when you started to get impatient), I don’t know whether I able to stand up again. How will my life will be?

Be patient. God isn't finished with you yet. #showersblessing

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Then, God held out His hand staring at me who is still stuck at the door “Do you trust me?”

Ah, yes……..Patient…In Your time Lord. For now, I will continue to love You even more and I held His hand and make my first step of faith.

Philippians 4:6-7 Lord, I have given up in thinking how my life will be....take over me and give me strength

Amen.

 

Will you let God direct your path? 

 

Old life versus New Life

Firstly, I would love to wish everyone of you (anyone who is reading right now) a very happy new year 2014!

Found an article which i find quite interesting, click on the image below.

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Reminiscing the year from where it all happen/occur/begin – 2012 to be precise. 

2014 will be the year where I will welcome a new life, after all the years which I consider as year that God was preparing me for my new life. I thank God for each one of it.

I will sum up things that I have learn (so far) so in this way I will keep reminding myself.

1. I learn that its not how it begin that matters, but how it ends. Fairytale do have happy ending, they just dont have a perfect beginning.

‘It doesn’t matter what mistakes you may have made in the past, you can start again today. It doesn’t matter what success you had at the start, what matters is that you are growing and getting better each day.’

From The Vampire Diaries – somehow the line caught my attention.

I might not have the perfect start like how I imagine it would be (if you read my previous posts, you might have an idea) but I’m certain I am getting closer to my happy ending – Faith!

2. To be honest with yourself.

A person that love you will accept you for who you are and will not try to change you to become who they want you to be.

It’s depressing to be someone else. I have been there.

Spend life with who makes you happy, not who you have to impress. Surround yourself with people who know your worth.

3. I remember my brother-in-law (my sister husband) told me that there are three kinds of person – a person that live in the past, a person that live in the future and a person that live presently. I did not understand this at that time.

To think about it, I will not regret my past after all cause it makes me who I am.

My past was my past, the best part is my future is still there………yay!

One might think that there is no hope in the future because of how they live at the moment, well if you think that you have no hope then there is no hope in one future. When my life was really the opposite of what I imagine, I still hope that my future will be perfect. Here I am cause I believe and so can you. God will always listen to your prayer.

Above all, I learn that if you love God, everything will be given unto you. That’s treasure!

So,

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2012 to 2015 will be a year of changes. I find astrology fascinating. So, take advantage of the forces cause it only lasted till 2015 and don’t know when it will come again. The last time it appear is on 1960s. So yes, let’s build our new life together and thank God every second of it.